Haiz...Dunno why i've mixed feeling after i hear this news about me frm mayee(trainer). Almost half of the company is talking about me and my friend, Jean...It happens like this...As i said, yesterdae was my company D&D and i dint went for it. So i passed my card to Joan( leader) so tt she can pass to those who are interested. In this company, it has his own policy about the D&D thing. If u dint go for the D&D thing, u pass the card to those who interested n if ur card won the winning prize, the prize shld goes to THE PERSON WHO TOOK UR CARD n NOT U. Then joan went to exchange my card with jean, who wants to sit with her friens. Tt means now jean is the one who is holding on to my card le and will be sitting with her friends. As for jean's own card, joan took it n exchange with other person.This afternoon, b4 the gathering of meeting, mayee came to me n said " HUILIN, IT"S A PITY THAT U DINT GO LAST NIGHT...REALLY PITY! COS UR CARD WON THE 1ST PRIZE WHICH IS $1500. " Honestly speaking, at that time i feel WOW SO MUCH AH?! But i nv feel tt the money shld be divided or shld be return to me.Then when i was doing my bond-head, Joan came and told mayee something and left. Mayee turned to me n said, " WAA, SO MANY PP WEI NI DA BAO BU PING LEH. THEY SAID THE MONEY SHLD BE RETURN TO U AND JEAN SHLD NOT TAKE IT. NOW THEY ALL ARE SPREADING RUMOURS AND TALKING ABOUT ALL THESE THINGS BEHIND U2"..I nv tot that these things spread so far n big. I dont even know who wei wo da bao bu ping n i aso believe that they dont even know my face lor. N aso, i dint even say anything about the money n y they care so much about it? haha..feel so werid. Mayee said maybe they are jealous bah. I really duno. They dont know tt they more they gossip or spread rumours, the more awdward jean will be? N aso, it is awdward for the 2 of us. Though $1500 is alot, n honestly speaking i really feel pity la but maybe what is urs will be urs bah. Maybe if last night i went for D&D thing, the top prize might not be mine leh? Hard to say rite? It depends on luck de la. If god wants u to win, u will win...Sometimes human have to think openly and dont be narrow hearted. I always believe that if we still have the heart of anger and still thinking of this matter, life is hard to goes on n will torture urself. Why not let it go leh?..Joan called upon the 2 of us n told me the rules ot D&D thing, n i told her about the $1500 i oni knew it jus now so it is impossible for me to spread rumours to others n i aso dun even know who are the pp who wei wo da bao bu ping. Then joan said she knows tt n understand the situation n asked jean not to take it to heart if she again hear the rumours. Joan wants us not to be disturbed by the rumours etc la.. But i really dun wan n dun like pp to yuan wang wo if i dint do anything wrong. I aso dun like pp to misunderstand me with the false facts.However,...duno y now i feel abit sad....duno is it bcos of the money? or about the rumours? or about jean n me? SOMEONE TELL ME!!!!!...(sad)
_`Mey and Moo`_
:: NAME...Huilin aka mOoo
:: SCH ... PLMGPS, PLMGSS, NYP
:: WORK...Working as IT Course Co-ordinator
:: LIKE...To think alot..whaha, friends gathering and HIM(mey)..hehe
:: HOROSCOPE...Sagittarius
:: D.O.B...26 Nov
It's a long long journey
Till I know where I'm supposed to be
It's a long long journey
And I don't know if I can believe
When shadows fall and block my eyes
I am lost and know that I must hide
It's a long long journey
Till I find my way home to you
Many days I've spent
Drifting on through empty shores
Wondering what's my purpose
Wondering how to make me strong
I know I will falter I know I will cry
I know you'll be standing by my side
It's a long long journey
And I need to be close to you
Sometimes it feels no one understands
I don't even know why
I do the things I do
When pride builds me up till I can't see my soul
Will you break down these walls and pull me through
Cause it's a long long journey
Till I feel that I am worth the price
You paid for me on calvary
Beneath those stormy skies
When satan mocks and friends turn to foes
It feels like everything is out to make me lose control
It's a long long journey
Till I find my way home to you..to you