Wednesday, August 31, 2005
Todae, rush my work until siao....everyone is so busy n rushing. So tire alr n yet jus now when my dad fetched me, we quarelled in the car...Kaoz. Make me frustrated and damn angry with him!! @#$^*! Again the topic of COMPARISON!!! Once again compare with me n others!! Everyone has their own ability lor, compare for wad?! Compare alr make us feel good meh? Kaoz...wad the fark!!!!!!!!!! Damn it! To them, comparison is so DAMN GOOD cos they think that we can buck up n be like others or even better! But they dint even know that to some of them, the more u compare, the more hurt is for us?! Stupid and farking thinking of his. DAMN BLOODY HELL!!!!!!!! I rather dun wan him to come fetch me tonite! PISS OFF 100%...Arghhh!!!!!!!
Dun wan to talk about tt idiot le! Kaoz...
This afternoon dear mey called me when i was about to board the bus. last night he have guard- duty so he cant call me. I was so pleased tt moment tt he called me as i can know tt he is arite. However tonight he dint call me le....maybe again guard duty? or officer is there? hmmm, i duno. Jus hope that he can call me tmr bah. Haiz...feel damn angry n tire tonight. Spoil my night! Kaoz... >=(
Yeah...my pay is coming within these few days le. Hehe...Todae finally i saw my name appear in the listS of bond-head, flexture, EFO, integrated table, maxum and ultra. This means that i'm certified by my leader le. I pass all these rnds le...wee weet!! No wonder these few weeks, joan (leader) nv come my doings le. Yeah, ownself own target. My malay friend aso certified by joan. So happy...
Todae new stocks keep coming in. Mayee n me keep on packing up and counting the stocks... Make us perspire sia...I've make improvements in the no. of bondhead le...This time rnd i can do 9 bondheads including assembling and testing within 3 hrs. Very proud of myself.. (paisay >.<)..haha. In fact i want to lead a simple life with a little achievements n improvements each dae.
Hmm...tonite dear mey dint call me. Maybe his officer is there bah. Nvm, cos i know tmr morning he will call me de..hehe. Miss him alot..Wish tt he will be fine always. Hehe..
Sunday, August 28, 2005
Last night i told dear mey about the $1500 frm the company's lucky draw. Feel so sad over the phone, dear mey consoled me n counsel me..me feel better le. I dont want to think about it anymore, the more i think, the more i feel sad...haiz..
Todae, i went to dear mey's farm to acc him. Jus now he booked in at 9pm. Went to the ntuc to buy tibits n food for his army. Have our breakfast cum lunch at mos burger which is my favorite..haha. As usual, helped him pack his things into his big black luggage. However he got hmwork to do woh. Half way thru i helped him with his hmwork..haha. Though i oni can accompany him for oni1 day(todae) cos yesterdae got work, but i really treasure the moments with him. I think this is call...SIMPLE LOVE( jian dan ai, which is the song...hahah)
Tmr going to work le. A brand new week n dae, hope everything will gone smoothly! Hope dear mey will be arite too.
Miss him alot~~~~~Feel sleepy now...*yawn*
Haiz...Dunno why i've mixed feeling after i hear this news about me frm mayee(trainer). Almost half of the company is talking about me and my friend, Jean...It happens like this...
As i said, yesterdae was my company D&D and i dint went for it. So i passed my card to Joan( leader) so tt she can pass to those who are interested. In this company, it has his own policy about the D&D thing. If u dint go for the D&D thing, u pass the card to those who interested n if ur card won the winning prize, the prize shld goes to THE PERSON WHO TOOK UR CARD n NOT U. Then joan went to exchange my card with jean, who wants to sit with her friens. Tt means now jean is the one who is holding on to my card le and will be sitting with her friends. As for jean's own card, joan took it n exchange with other person.
This afternoon, b4 the gathering of meeting, mayee came to me n said " HUILIN, IT"S A PITY THAT U DINT GO LAST NIGHT...REALLY PITY! COS UR CARD WON THE 1ST PRIZE WHICH IS $1500. " Honestly speaking, at that time i feel WOW SO MUCH AH?! But i nv feel tt the money shld be divided or shld be return to me.
Then when i was doing my bond-head, Joan came and told mayee something and left. Mayee turned to me n said, " WAA, SO MANY PP WEI NI DA BAO BU PING LEH. THEY SAID THE MONEY SHLD BE RETURN TO U AND JEAN SHLD NOT TAKE IT. NOW THEY ALL ARE SPREADING RUMOURS AND TALKING ABOUT ALL THESE THINGS BEHIND U2"..
I nv tot that these things spread so far n big. I dont even know who wei wo da bao bu ping n i aso believe that they dont even know my face lor. N aso, i dint even say anything about the money n y they care so much about it? haha..feel so werid. Mayee said maybe they are jealous bah. I really duno. They dont know tt they more they gossip or spread rumours, the more awdward jean will be? N aso, it is awdward for the 2 of us. Though $1500 is alot, n honestly speaking i really feel pity la but maybe what is urs will be urs bah. Maybe if last night i went for D&D thing, the top prize might not be mine leh? Hard to say rite? It depends on luck de la. If god wants u to win, u will win...Sometimes human have to think openly and dont be narrow hearted. I always believe that if we still have the heart of anger and still thinking of this matter, life is hard to goes on n will torture urself. Why not let it go leh?..
Joan called upon the 2 of us n told me the rules ot D&D thing, n i told her about the $1500 i oni knew it jus now so it is impossible for me to spread rumours to others n i aso dun even know who are the pp who wei wo da bao bu ping. Then joan said she knows tt n understand the situation n asked jean not to take it to heart if she again hear the rumours. Joan wants us not to be disturbed by the rumours etc la.. But i really dun wan n dun like pp to yuan wang wo if i dint
do anything wrong. I aso dun like pp to misunderstand me with the false facts.
However,...duno y now i feel abit sad....duno is it bcos of the money? or about the rumours? or about jean n me? SOMEONE TELL ME!!!!!...(sad)
Friday, August 26, 2005
This morning, dear mey called me liao. Glad that he's arite...hehe. Last night he cant called cos of his officer arnd and ned to sleep le. Tt's y lo..hehe
Todae work as per normal. Yesterdae our company gave each of us a FUJI apple. Heard that they always distributed fruits every 2 weeks de. I asked mayee (trainer) cos she worked here for 4 yrs liao. She told me tt the most "expensive " fruit she received frm the company is LONG ZU GUO. Then i asked her whether got durian or not..haha. Later stink the whole company ah..hahah. Todae again the company gave each department 2 boxes of pizza. Waaa...each dae have different surprise de...hehe.
Oh ya, something happened todae woh. As i said, recently got 1 new badge came in mah. Then my side here got 2 malays and 1 chinese mah. Todae, my malay friend borrow my pass to toilet.
She came back telling me this...
When she is doing her business, she heard the main door of toilet open and a loud slamming of Cubicle door. Then she heard a ger crying very loudly..My malay friend quickly came out of the toilet and rush back. She told me tt scurli inside the cubicle is not a human ....choi choi. She sounds so funny when she said tt.
Then i told mayee(trainer) about it. She said " Look arnd our area and see whether if u notice someone missing..." Then i realised that the chinese new comer ger not there...I told mayee that the chinese ger not here. Mayee told me that jus now she(mayee) and joan(leader) has a conflict with her. Actually joan was supposed to teach her. Joan teached until very angry and bek chek cos that ger said she duno how to use the microscope and joan teach her le, yet she still duno and still dare to complain tt joan dint teach well.
In the end, joan abit gave up le. So Joan pushed her to mayee to teach her another thing. Mayee teached until very bek chek too cos the ger dint even know a simple basic thing. The ger still complained here and there. Mayee told the ger not to come to work anymore, she is not suitable for the job. Mayee is a straight- forward person and has temper too if someone accidentally step on her tail..She quarelled with the chinese ger lo...Tt's y the chinese ger went to toilet and cry.
Actually we cant say who is right or wrong as we oni hear one-sided story nia...but the ger cry is true. Hmm...cant gave any comments on this incident. My malay friend and i dint hear them quarell leh. Me doing the integrated table n my malay friend doing the bond head and yet so near to them n we dint notice anything leh..werid..or maybe we are too seriously and focus in our work liao..*ahem**ahem*..haha. However, hope tt the ger will be fine.
Todae me go 6 integrated tables and 4 flextures. Stand too long ..leg pain sia...haiz...but do things quite smoothly le..
YEAH!! TMR OFF LE...hehe. Can rest more le...hehe.Saturadae have to work..left sundae for him le..hehe.. Countdw...
Thursday, August 25, 2005
So late le...now 1.30am le..still haben receive dear mey's call tonight. Dont know what happen leh...*WORRIED + SAD = MISS* Haiz..i will still wait for his call de...
Oh ya..yesterdae a NEW badge of pp came to work. So surprise i saw Siti, the one frm NYP cum wireless de-->
She aso join in the company. Not oni that she is assigned in my section, bond-head. But she is under Grace and will do what shufen has done before de. Hee..Whereas under my leader,which is my side, got 3 new pp (2 malays n 1 chinese). Our area is so much crowded than b4. These few days, me n my friend were on our own le. Doing flexture, bondhead, motor, integrate table etc. Mayee(trainee) and Joan(leader) busy teaching them. They bo chup us ='( haha. Now we did our things very smoothly le cos we did alot and get use of it le.
Until now me dint get a chance to talk to Siti cos too busy le.
Oh ya, this fridae i wont be working cos afternoon shift and night shift will off cos of the D&D thingy. Morning shift will continue as per normal..hehe. However i alr told joan that i wont be going for their D&D thing le. So on that dae i am FREE, no ned to work le..hehe. BUT, saturdae still ned to work as usual...=/
Haiz...y he still haben call??...1:50am le leh..haiz..WHY WHy Why why.....?!?!
Sunday, August 21, 2005
Again dear mey booked in le..haiz. Time is really short. Todae he booked in at 5:45pm woh, so early...haiz, bo bian. As usual, todae went to his farm to help him pack his things and buy his things frm his nearby ntuc. Feel so sad that this coming saturdae cant meet him when he booked out as i ned to work on tt dae. Haiz...wad to do la..again bo bian..haha
Recently heard alot of couples breaking up news. It is said to be a very suay week. However suay week is going to over le, tmr onwards will be a gd week , i hope so. Though working is quite tiring and stress, but i still want to work so as to earn more money. Heard tt ziyin is doing fine in her SIM, shufen is also doing arite but there abit racists la..haha. Turtle is doing fine aso bah. Dear mey is having fun in his recent SIT though abit xiong la..haha. My secondary sch friend quited her bank job cos her boss told her not to spend too much times on the msn chatting -.-"
Overall, i'm glad that my surrounding pp are doing quite fine..hehe
Now waiting for dinner time *hungry* ...Tonite, i will be waiting for dear mey's call ..hehe. Waiting is aso call happiness.. >.<
Wednesday, August 17, 2005
Everyone is sleeping le...not much pp in msn le...
Haiz...bad luck started to stick to me these few days at my work. These few days, i have made quite alot of mistakes esp careless mistakes..Trying to focus and be extremely alert le, but still like tt. Though my leader, joan and my trainer , mayee dint scold me or wad, but i feel extremely paisay lo..haiz..
Last time i always think the company "INTEGRATE TABLE" is the hardest n tedious thing to do as there are alot of different sizes and types of screws to be used for the machine. Moreover, it is a tiring thing to do as i need to stand there and do. I used to hate to do " INTEGRATE TABLE" de. Heard that if 1 screw or 1 shim drop inside the "INTEGRATE TABLE", the whole machine have to dismantle to search for the particular screw or shim.
However, now to me, i would rather do "INTEGRATE TABLE" than to do bondhead or flextures. Haha, i think those reading my blog will be blur as all these names are too strangers to them. I think the oni person who know what i'm talking about is CHARLENE TAN SHUFEN..haha.
I can do "INTEGRATE TABLE" quite fast and smooth le without refering back to my notes.
Haiz...really feel sian these few days. Hope that my work will gone smoothly!!!
Oh ya, todae is dear mey de 3rd day SIT le...fast hoh? hee...hope that he is fine over there. Hoping for his return..got alot of things to tell him..Haiz...MISS HIM SOOOOO MUCH.. :'(
Tuesday, August 16, 2005
Blog blog..blogging time liao..hehe. I was asked to update frm quite a no. of pp...Hehe. In fact, there werent any interesting happenings happen recently leh. For me, i oni work work work n STILL work..haha. Boring sia but have to earn a living la.
Ever since i started to work, i miss out my 7pm show leh. Last episode i aso missed out...haiz. I also didnt see " JUE DUI SUPERSTAR" leh. All nice nice show gone liao...sob sob..:'( My secondary school friend asked me who do i support in the "JUE DUI SUPERSTAR", i told her that i still think weilian(blind) is the best leh but duno whether he will win the championship or not...haha.
Anywae, these 3 daes i wont be getting calls or msgs frm dear mey liao cos he will be in his SIT. Heard frm Heng Hock that SIT is more tedious and xiong than outfield as he alr experienced it recently. Hope that dear mey will perservere on and get thru it successfully. Hope that he is fine. I will be waiting for his return 3 daes 2 nites later...hehe..
i miss him soooooo much......:x
Saturday, August 06, 2005
Finally dear mey is back safely frm outfield. Glad that he is fine. So long dint hear his voice le and this morning he talked to me on pone. Feel so happy...Tmr can meet him liao..hehe
These few days to week, I've been feeling very discomfort and sudden pain. This type of pain is so torturing and i've NEVER have such discomfort and pain before. I dint told my parents as i dun wan them to worry. At work, discomfort and pain came to torture me...I couldnt stand for long as i needed to be seated still. These few days to week i dint visit the doctor as i've no time and tot that the pain and discomfort will gone as the days pass by. But i was wrong...Ever since i've these tortures, i do not have any appetite for my dinner. Though i will always follow my friends to foodcourt, but i will seat down there quietly nia...cant walk too long distance.
In fact i dint even know what is wrong with me. Sometimes, i even have cold sweat during work as the pain and discomfort is too bad le...Recently i have been surfing net to see what kind of sickness or disease i'm suffering with all these symptoms...
I know that i cant treat it as nthing happen and dont go and see doc. Finally, todae i went to see doc by myself at Elias Mall....VERY NERVOUS with discomfort and pain..The doctor examined n tested...result show that i've oni infection nia...PHEW...scare me. He gave me medicine to eat which cos me $98. Though so expensive but health matters alot.
After i took the medicine, i feel alot better le...Thks to that doctor..hehe.
Yeah, tml can meet him!! Waiting for this dae to arrive since that dae he went to tekkong...hee.